Thursday, April 10, 2014

»52: Weeks: 12, 13, 14, and 15«




52 is a series where I answer a question every week. These are a bunch of questions that I just found and put in a randomizer. Hopefully I don't sound like an idiot in most of these.

NOTE: Since I missed like three weeks in a row, here is the backlog of missed questions! Enjoy!

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Week 12: If you could go back in time for 24 hours, where would you go?

Holy shit I think I know why I got lazy, I don't know how to answer this. I mean, to be able to go back in time for only such a short period of time, is really disappointing. I think I would go back to a pivotal moment for me back in sixth grade. Where I grew up, the last truly fun field trip you go to is the sixth grade trip. My school took us to Myrtle Beach for Medieval Times. I was hanging out with a group of my main friends that consisted of 5 girls. Everything was okay up until the trip back. On the way back, and I don't remember all the best, but I think something funny was said, and I laughed pretty hard at it. Now if I'm honest with myself, I sadly sound like a braying donkey when I laugh sometimes. Sometimes I even snort if it's something that is like super funny. The girls had just stopped laughing and got really quiet, and one of them just told me, "Kasey, your laugh sounds really stupid. Stop." I was so heartbroken. I thought that these girls were my friends. And I think that because of what these girls said shattered any kind of trust I had for having girls for friends for some reason. Or at least girl friends in a large group. After that I normally just stuck to one friend like glue and never bothered with those girls again.

That being said, I would use my time travel powers to go back to that time, right after I got off that bus, crying I would have said to myself, "Kasey those girls are just being bitchy and you don't derserve their friendship. There are much nicer people in the world that are much more worth your time. Put your big girl panties on and get over it. You'll be better off in the future for it." If some one had said that to me as I got off that bus, or if I actually listened to my Mom, I think I would still have some girl friends that I could hang out with.

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Week 13: What is something your parents don't know about you?

I honestly don't think my parents don't know something about me. I'm pretty open and honest with them after lying to them in my teens. Which I regret and wish I could have been a better daughter... That aside I'm pretty open with my parents and would hate to keep anything from them. I mean I'm not a glass book, I mean I don't talk about my sex life with them, but I don't have any earth shattering secrets kept from them or something like that. 

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Week 14: When it's all said and done, will you have said more or done more?

I think that right now at this point in my life, I would have said more instead of doing more. I mean look at my 26 before 27 list for example... I think I completed like maybe 3 of those if I'm stretching that. I mean I still have time, but meh, I'm honestly more of a dreamer than a do-er. 

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Week 15: Are you doing what you believe in or are you settling for what you're doing?

If this question is just focused on my job, then yes, I'm currently settling. I'd love to be able to work for myself, or do something where I'm creating something for a living, but right now, with bills and health insurance and all that jazz, working for myself or just creating for a living isn't an option for me right now. I'm looking into ways to ease myself into being supporting myself by creating something for profit. I just haven't found my niche just yet.